Day 2

Today was eye opening and I had no problems with anybody today, especially my friends. Early in the Morning, that rejection was still beating me through my spinal cord and it hurt but i still stood up. It wasn't really a big deal, it was just asking a girl to the prom not confessing to her so i got over it and went with my daily routine. Love is just an item that teenagers use to show that they better than anyone else that is why I'm gonna wait until i Get to college. I just need one more year then I'll be free from the stupid school that i go to.

Conversations with M:
In the morning, i see M talking to the person she despise because this dude is kinda racist, a showoff, and an asshole. When I got there, they were talking about Justin Beiber and how pathetic he is. Then they were talking about the Dude's lisp and how he barely noticed that he has one. a couple minutes later, we went to get breakfast, it was Hotdogs covered in bread, and for some reason they didn't want any, maybe the main reason was that they didn't have any mustard and refused to eat their Breakfast.5 people offered their food to me but i only ate two and gave it to the hungry one. I don't like eating so much because if I feel full already and i keep eating I become puffy like a teddy bear.

Anime Morning:
Today's anime that we watched is called "Sanka Rea" there isn't any English version because the Title is Heroine's name. The story revolves around this Cat looking Guy and this girl that tragically became a zombie because of something that won't be told in this post because you have to watch it yourselves. It was a normal yet funny episode but some parts were erotic which was the funny part in my case because every body turned to us and look what was going on. :D Some people were like What the F*** and some of them thanked me, reason why: Everybody in my school pretty much knows that I show anime for free in the Mornings and they know that I am sometimes a pervert. NOTE: I act like a pervert but never is, cuz being Perverted is bad b(-_^)

Mistakes:
Today...... I don't remember having any kinds of mistakes. Yesterday was a day of bad luck but today was just normal. In third period, i told my annoying friend to shut up and listen because he was frustrating me so much and i was supposed to study for the test that i took today, I barely pass, and the teacher Blamed me for not studying. The B**** said "well it's nobody's fault that you didn't study might as well be your fault because you didn't try to study." In my mind I was like "EXCUSE ME!!" The reason why i can't and didn't study was because my notebook was taken away by my Idiot Friend I told her my reason but she just walked out on me. Then i looked at my friend and said, "Okay you F****** a**hole, Because of you i didn't get to study so shut the F*** up and because you Pissed me the F*** off yesterday, I'm not gonna talk to you until we are done this period. For 50 minutes, I didn't talk to him, i would respond to him but not talk to him. Does that make me an asshole like him or am I the only asshole.

Right now i feel great because I feel like i was enlightened by water. It told me that i should release my frustrations and look at the future that i intend to reach out for. In the middle of the day i keep thinking how pathetic I am and how i think people look at me as a person, which a lowlife. So I realized that back when i was still 9th grade i remembered how i deal with people and i remembered that I shouildn't give a F*** about what other people should think of me because they have their own lives to deal with and i have my own and I don't have to F****** care about what they say, just do what i gotta do and go on with my life. RIGHT?? And now i feel refreshed and felt like my life has restarted into a brand new save point.

Today has been pretty tiring for some reason, even though i rest a lot and laze around, i still feel tired, Well this is today Blog thingy and i Hope you keep reading.

PS. If you like posting and your overprotective parents are your friends in Facebook, make a group so that they wouldn't know what you're posting, and make sure to get all of your friends in it. That's what I did but I got out of my group, that I made myself. This is one of the many reasons i started Blogging.