Septmeber 21st 2013,
Time: 7:30
I woke up early in the morning without the need of an Alarm, I checked my phone to see what time it was to stop the alarm from phone to stop it ringing. I see 7:29. Just one more minute for it to scream good morning to me, but I turned it off before it can actually do so.
I've been wandering a lot yesterday whether or not I have class today, so I log on to humanities supposed brilliant creation, the Blackboard, to check up on my class. It turns out, that I don't have classes today but why aren't I happy? Well for one, I have nothing else to do. Two, I might have something to do but I don't know what it is. And three, college life is boring without money. "So why can't you get a job," is what you might say. The problem is that the government can't let me work because I don't have a social security. Don't ask me to apply for one because I can't due to circumstances.
Anyway, after I checked my status, I went to facebook to see if my family are still going crazy over me writing a bunch of feeling on facebook. Like COME ON!!!! It's bad enough that I'm living a shitty life right now and they call me in the middle of the night just to complain what I wrote. It wasn't even meant for them. Is it really that hard to read something. Some people just looks at a few words and they suddenly think that they're the one being targeted. Fuck!!!
Oh well, whatever. Right now you're probably Thinking, "SHIT!!! This guy is Mad that his caring family is going against him." It's not that I'm against, it's more like "what I wrote mostly doesn't concern anybody and all my post are only targeting," isn't that the whole point.
You know what I'm gonna stop writing for a while. If I don't stop, I'm just gonna keep writing until my free day passes by. I literally spend 25 minute to write all the words above and I'm not even gonna revise it.
Time: 5:35
I called one of my best friends this morning and asked him if I can borrow some games from him. And he said that it was cool and did everything he can so I can get the games. I was a little troubled about my family getting on my case and this act of kindness from him actually made my day. My friends have always been there for me and I have always been there for them, and that will never change. For the time being, I can just wait until he needs me to do something for him.
I miss all of my friends back home and I was kinda touched by their reactions when I said that I'll be far away. Especially this friend that I asked a favor from this morning. When I told him that I'll be going to Dallas he went to my house and hanged out with me until the day was done. When he got there, he was crying like an idiot but I love that sentimentality of his and that's why he's like my Brother. We talked about his relationship with this girl and gave some advice on how to get her. We talked about some of the memories we had before we graduated. It was just me and him that night, and none of our other friends showed up. Him just being there showed me how a good friends he is to me.
No matter how our future writes itself, I hope that I can still be the same as I am now. If I become a Tyrant who looks down to all the people below him, I hope my brother will be there to Smack the shit out of me.
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